Thoughts

• 2012-05-21

  I just washed my hands and i felt the water tingle on them against the heat of the air afterwards. It was serene.

• 2012-05-17

  

• 2012-05-07

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qIqluef-lcQ&ob=av3n

• 2012-05-04

  what is wrong with me. seriously. why do we always want what we can’t have? i had a really nice guy who really cared about me and i fucked it up because i told the truth. i always thought that honesty would solve everything. but the truth fucking hurts sometimes. why do i want back someone who hurt me so much?

• 2012-05-01

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxufWf7dEcM&feature=relmfu

• 2012-04-30

  There was never any doubt. We both loved each other so much and nothing could come in between that. We were so confident about how we felt about each other. We weren’t careful with our love. We fought and we were inconsiderate and we could have avoided fighting about so many things, but it didn’t scare us at all because we knew at the end of the day that we were crazy about each other. We were playing games, but it didn’t even phase us.

• 2012-04-26

  I never really ever know what to say
  When all of my emotions get in the way
  I’m just trying to get us on the same page (Wish I could explain)

  I always get it better right afterward
  When all the wrong impressions are said and heard
  How come I can never get the right words, I need to convey
  Wish I could explain The things that I have to work out

  — The Listening, LIGHTS

• 2012-04-25

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYbCxOk7qM&feature=relmfu

• →

  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6O38_cFwy40&feature=related

  I never really ever know what to say, When all of my emotions get in the way, I’m just trying to get us on the same page.

• 2012-04-23

  Miss her so much. Didn’t realize how much she meant to me until she left. I wish her the best of luck and safety on her trip abroad.